Fuckity, Fuck, Fuck...I am a sad sack, EX-GF has gone properly dilly, which I am desperately sorry about. I just need to ride it out and let her get all that anger out, let her direct it at me, let her find reasons to scream, I hope she gets through.

I feel as bad, but dont seem to want to kill. This is tough and has been a tough year, dealing with this dramZ. I hope (really) we can move forward in time.

HOPE.

S.