Thursday, April 3, 2008

"Please sir can I have some more"
Can amnesia and Déjà Vu happen at the same time, I feel like I have stepped back into high school in my new current position, there are the little clusters of who's who and the slackers, and the cool kids, and the little different set, aaannnddd then theres me the amnesiac kid that has no FUCKING idea of whats happening! This little orphan is just trying to find his little niche, not knowing really who to side with, what to actually be doing, how to do it, not really understanding why the need for the absolute coolness and indignent demand for psuedo creative personalities to laugh at stupid things, being cool of course, always being cool, and then me floating around like a wet fart, laughing with them, and having no idea WTF everyone is laughing at...

Much like Oliver Twist, who toils with very little food (ME), remains in his workhouse for six months, until the desperately hungry Oliver decide to trembe forard to his master to make the famous request: "Please, sir, I want some more." [INSERT: "of your shit you bunch of freaking posers!!!!"]

I am following a rule of acting that a mate told me: First rule of acting, whatever happends, act like it was intended. And THAT my freinds is my strategy, is to act like I am earning my keep, but not knowing what the hell is going on, in the high school playing field that is life, hang below the radar before making your move!



DT said...

lol, before you know it you'll be a part of them!! Until then just fake it! I found my way by smiling like a fool at everybody, letting them assume I am harmless... Have a great weekend Sunrise, it seems like you have had quite a hectic week!!

Sunrise Chip n' Cheez said...

The hell I have, now I have to learn to ride a motor bike this w/end. I hope to all that is good and soft and nice, I am not writing about a broken arm, leg or neck on Monday!